y am i getting this kind of feeling?
why??it really doesn't feel gud...
u hate me...u hate me too...u too hate me...
every1 hate me...
this is the feeling...
izzit the truth...
so i got this feeling?
EveryEveryTime i look at u...
wishing u'll look back 2 me...
but u din...
y will i look at u?
dunno...i dun understand myself....
i dun even understand wad im thinking...
how 2 let a ppl 2 understand me?
i juz realized....
no1 actually understand me...
my frens dun...
not even me...
mayb all of dem hate me...
i hate myself sometimes...
Do U Really Hate Me?
mayb many of u say my bad words...
mayb u dun....
mayb im really worse...
but im trying 2 improve...
giv me 1 more chance....
juz sometimes...juz some...
i can get myself back....
back 2 the Siew Tze Ning...
well...i wish i could...
realized im lossing myself...
realized no1 really care abt me...
realized no1 take me as a fren....
realized im bad....
realized i nid 2 change...
realized u hate me...
realized everything...everything i nid 2 noe...
if u hate me...
tell me...tell me why....
i'll improve...
but juz dun...juz dun do tat...
it dun feel gud...
im serious....
